Two decades ago, Carrie Underwood was just another hopeful with a dream—and her photo was being moved around behind closed doors while judges debated her future on American Idol.

Now, she’s on the other side of that very same table.

In a brand new interview, Carrie opened up about what it really feels like to go from being a nervous contestant to a powerful judge. And spoiler: it’s not as easy as it looks.

“This is people’s lives we’re talking about,” she said. “I remember being on those boards… seeing my photo get shuffled around, wondering if I’d make it through. Now I’m the one making those decisions, and I take it very seriously.”

Even after all these years, Carrie hasn’t forgotten how intense it felt to be judged—especially when she learned not everyone believed in her. “They told me it wasn’t a unanimous decision,” she revealed. “But I made it through anyway.”

That moment stuck with her. And maybe that’s what makes her such a compassionate, grounded judge today.

“American Idol completely changed my life,” she said. “I was just a girl from a small town in Oklahoma who loved to sing. That stage gave me everything—and now I get to help someone else find that path.”

She calls the show a “monster” that’s still changing lives, still launching dreams.

And Carrie? She’s not just grateful. She’s proof that one shot on the Idol stage can rewrite your entire life.

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